Love has all different shapes and parts that make it the complex yet simple concept that many claim to feel. Whether it's on the big screen in that romantic movie that makes your heart melt or in the halls in between classes, love is love and no one can tell you different.
Now, the reason I've chosen to bring up love is something happened to me fairly recently. I'm not sure what that something is but if I had to guess, I think it's love. I think I've experienced love before and for different people but this time, it's different. I have felt love for her before and she loved me back. For some reason, those past flames of emotions have slowly simmered down and we went our separate ways. But deep in my heart, I can feel the rekindling of those emotions for this special girl. I thought, only for a moment, that she too felt the same thing I felt, but that idea was quickly rolled up and tossed aside.
Tonight was the night of SHS's Halloween dance and as you know, Halloween is that special time of year when girls feel compelled to dress in a manner that they wouldn't usually. If you really want to know the truth, well it's right here. (ps. Jenna Marbles is a genius! And her wisdom far surpasses that of any other youtuber I've seen so far. Watch out, if you don't know Jenna Marbles, she is known for her wisdom... and her vulgarity) But at this dance, I really really really wanted to dance with this girl and earlier in school, she promised me a dance. So I was dancing, and dancing and dancing and just waiting for a slow song and one never came. And just as I start to draw disappointment, the DJ announces that this final song will be a Don't Stop Believing by Journey. Although it's not a slow song per se, but it would have to do. I started approaching her and with every step my heart pounded harder and harder. I was about 3 steps about when HE came in. I'm not going to blame him for everything but if it weren't for him, I'd be going to sleep with the biggest smile on my face. As the lights came on, I tried my hardest to walk away with a false smile on my face and my pride intact. He had won this round, just like the last, and the one before. But I'm not going to let this minor drawback keep me down. Now I'm even more determined to get her to notice what was right in front of her for the last 3 years.
I hope this stands as a motivational story and helps you build up the courage to tell that special someone 'I love you' or 'I will always love you'. Even if they don't feel the same way, you get to rest your weary heart and focus your stirred mind and realize that there is someone out there who loves you.
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