Striking Realization

I'm sure I'm not the only one who thinks this of themselves, but as I look back at my former posts, I realize that: A) I'm a very fickle person and wear my heart on my sleeve and B) every single post so far has sucked! I thought by now I'd figure out how to string up a few words, slap on some adjectives and verbs and call it a proper sentence, but so far, my sentence structure and word usage have been lacking. I'm surprised at my lack of combination of creativity and functionality of my posts. Of course they get the point across and let my hoards of readers know what's on my mind, but I wish I could do it more... eloquently. I know this particular post is spontaneously created and glued together with clever wordplay and odd metaphors, but it seems like that's the best material that will flow out of my mind at 1:43 in the morning. You get what you get and if you don't like it, the door's over there.