This Feeling

Wow! I forgot what it felt like to feel this strongly about someone! I'm not going to say there's a definite future with her but I could really see something working itself out because of what happened tonight. It started out as all my plans do, with a definite outline that ultimately failed and fell apart. But from the ashes and rubble of this shattered plan, came a new, beautiful plan; we just stay home and watch a movie. This operation sounded good to me, I personally would prefer to stay in and "chillax". All three of us curled up on the couch to watch some obscure movie with the most obvious plot line and predictable acting and it was nice, I liked it. It was all well and good but after a few minutes in, it jumped up and got 14 times better! I know it's nothing extreme or drastic but she started laying on me and we kinda... ya know... cuddled. And that's when it happened! I felt what I thought had been lost forever. That feeling in the pit of your stomach that lets you know you have something special and to never let go. Needless to say, I enjoyed every second of it and hope I get more opportunities to feel this way again soon. :)